What we want in LIFE..... a world full of Joys & Happiness ...
But it’s so difficult to find a world where all your dreams come true...
its so difficult to find where you can forget all your Tears...
& live a Life full of Sweets & Sugar..!!
But ... a BIG But ..... what we have....
Sorrows... Pain.. Shattered Dreams..... broken Hearts....
We are alive but with no Emotions...
Heart is still Beating but our Expectation are dead....
We have Friends but our Faith is lost .... !!
Don’t know for whom we are living.,.... Don’t know now what we want from LIFE...
Sometimes i really DOUBT ... IS IT A REAL LIFE??
I used to Smile ALONE..... without any reason as i don’t have any Reason....
I used to Laugh on myself.... on My LIFE....!! After that laugh.... i used to sit Silent .. with One or Two TEARS in eyes.... then a long Breathe ... & i try to Forget all my Pains...!
Sometimes i used live in a FAKE WORLD..... i used to ignore my PAINS.... just for Little HAPPINESS.... but somewhere in my heart i know that ONE DAY i have to CRY....i have to Lose.... I have to ..... !!
But Why i am Doing this..... Still i have some HOPE....???? NO... i am sure there is no HOPE now...
I have to Accept this REALITY......!! but again one question is still remain....
WHY I AM ALIVE........??????????
No Answer.... Still finding......
Still Searching......... A LIFE.....MY LIFE......!!
I have seen 3 kind of people.
ReplyDelete1. Living for survival. (best possible is having max fun and pleasure possible)
2. Living to control their environment. (at max they can become big ministers of diplomates)
3. Living for gaining the peace of mind. (Scientists, Social workers and saints are these kind of people)
Even if you feel that your life is aimless you must live to create meaning out of your life. If you have no interest to gain something of you feel that you can not get what you want then you should live for others. That way at least you will get some satisfaction that you have been contributing to the happiness of others.
hi parul,
ReplyDeletegreat post,
In the heart of every person, there is a BIG question mark, and same feelings trapped, looking for a vent like this, its a cathrsis, i would have written something like this, feeling great empathy....
its a rather sensitive post, an expression of remnant sensitivities that we still have....but very few things evoke that....may be these senstivities have been covered by a hard cocoon...impenetrable and nothing reaches the heart....Heart has gone dead
we live out of mind...not heart,...
great post
keep writing